Series of Complicated Thoughts

Hi there February! Please be good to me, show me mercy, and keep me in high hopes! Exactly one month and 15 days as of this posting after my brother passed away and until now, his air travel back to the Philippines where he grew up is still pending and waiting for a definite date for travel. I've been longing to at least hold my brother's hand and or hug him while restfully laying in his coffin for the very last time. Frustration is emerging on my nerves sometimes because of the pain brought about by legality issues pertaining to his travel! Brother please come home soon! :(

2 more months till my big day as a student. Graduation is fast approaching. An event that I will surely dedicate to my parents and of course my late brother and the rest of my family. And few days after my graduation, I'll be packing my things for I will board the plane back to Hawaii. So to sum it up, I only have 2.5 months left in the Philippines.

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There will be smiles after this storm. There will be hope. Time will heal.